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(Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) Plans: FOOTBALL! AM Prayer: Saturn’s Day/Day of Fertility/Tag der Fruchtbarkeit/Saturday, we pray to Ing-Frô, and to Sibba, lighting green candles (for fertility): Ing-Frô, you’re the Great God of “Ar”, the good harvest and prosperity: you are indeed the lusty enlarger of life. When the day to day wears us down remind us of pleasures and joys. Help us recall the wonderful excesses that brought our lives into being and which sustain the human spirit during good times and bad. Without you, there would be no life and certainly little delight. Thank you, Ing-Frô, for the rushing life spirit and the eternal play of passions that make our lives fruitful. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, ING-FRÔ, as we honor the Ing-Frô that resides in us all! Sibba, Great Goddess of Fertility and Family, wife of Donar, let us see you in all the growing things that sustain our lives. Help us look beyond the packaging and promotion, to the richness of the Earth from which all bounty comes. When ordinary eyes see only corn, let us see your golden hair hid in its silk. When others see only bread, let us see the grain, beyond that, your smile and laughter. Feed our might and main, Holy Sibba, that we may do our work in the world. WE GIVE YOU MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, SIBBA, as we honor the Sibba that resides in us all Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Othilla (R): Problems in relating to home - heritage - spiritual heritage, and ancestors; Family difficulties, difficulties at home, shunning, unbalanced kinship, genetic disconnection, disruption of family ties - race - culture and the environment, racialism, alienated/disconnected with the family of humankind. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Rit: Holding, right, order, the judge, advice, salvation, money, original law, that which flows away, religious feeling, ritual action/primal laws, orderliness in the world, the ritual, primal law, things that are done correctly, spiritual feeling, ritual action, journey, Divine law, All justice, Rune of the cosmic rhythm of the worlds. Rune of movement, rotation, wheels. Outcome: So there may be problems at home (not surprising) but I’m on the right track. Toby for his @ the crack of fucking dawn, very cool, enthusiastic, almost to the point of forgetting the rules, had to sternly remind him, .7 mile walk (hehe). Audie to CSL http://www.cslplasma.com/s1/cs/enps/1167772006725/content/1169674721916/content.htm Euro Cup 2012 (Group B) http://www.uefa.com/ Netherlands 0:1 Denmark Game break errands: Dollar General http://www.dollargeneral.com/home/index.jsp Dillons http://www.dillons.com/Pages/default.aspx Dillons petrol http://www.dillons.com/in_store/fuel/Pages/C1.aspx QT http://www.quiktrip.com/ Germany 1:0 Portugal (GERMANY WINS!) http://www.uefa.com/uefaeuro/season=2012/tournament-calendar/index.html This link is such a great tool! Ya know, she sure is quick to point out leads to jobs to ME that amount to nothing, but she is making no effort to bring in ANYTHING. I’m getting SOME KIND of unemployment because I WORK. She brings in ZERO, NOTHING, NADA, ZERO, ZILCH! She sure thinks she can call me down in front of my friend. Where the hel does she come off with that? She tries to be über accommodating while someone is here but becomes über @#&*$ when alone. Okay, now go to your neutral corners and don’t come out for the rest of the evening! Some quality alone time! Watered the baby trees. PM Prayer: Brego: Long-bearded god; son of Wodan and Frija; husband of Ostara. You’re the god of poetry and eloquence; the adherent god of skalds; you have the Runes carved on your tongue. Your inspiration is enhanced by a drink from the glorious mead. Our oath to you, as we partake upon your silver cup called Bregofull; we swear our never-ending faith and allegiance to the gods and ways of our ancestors. We stand firm with them as we live our lives to the fullest. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, BREGO, as we honor the Brego that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! (Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) Plans: ?? AM Prayer: Frijastac/Friday, we pray to Frija, and Frouwa, lighting gold candles (for Frija’s spinning threads of gold, Frouwa’s goldentears): Frija, Great All-Mother; caregiver of Family, Hearth and Home, teach us to be patient but not passive; wise but not haughty in our wisdom; far seeing yet not blind to that which is before us. May we nurture life, increase life, and live our own lives more fully. Through you we give honor to our human mothers. Through you we see all the beauty that surrounds us as well. WE GIVE YOU MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, FRIJA, as we honor the Frija that resides in us all! Frouwa, most lovely of all goddesses, who could not love you: Women as their own inner glory and highest attainment as the self-made woman, men for your beauty, passion and strength. Praise to you for the gift of life, and for the love that makes life worth living. Remind us always that it is the strong who love the best and the most, and that only the mighty can truly be gentle. Fill our lives with passion and lust that we may live our lives to the fullest. WE GIVE YOU MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, FROUWA, as we honor the Frouwa that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Wunjo (U): Joy, pasture, joy attained with the fulfillment of a wish, the strong Clanic relationship, social contacts, fellowship, happiness, optimism, realization of true will, social and domestic harmony, good cheer, new social relationships, Fridu; within a secure setting, the good/bright side of Wodan. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Os: Freedom, Wodanic energies, leadership, kingship, speech, talk, discussion, idea of that which is given/evolving, the spiritual power that is gained through speech, it is the breath of the world, its voice. It also signifies the strength that a person needs to rise up in power, freedom from the bondage of the material world. Outcome: YES I AM! The most I’ve EVER weighed was 273lbs. TODAY, I weighed in at 255lbs w/ blood sugar @ 117! Toby for his .5 walk; this time, with the morning being cool, he was MUCH MORE enthusiastic. Me for my 2-miler. NOW it’s starting to warm up. Obligatory job search Well, it seems my thought processes on this Common Law Marriage thing my be a bit off. I’m going to go ahead and get things done properly. Euro Cup 2012 on ESPN2 television and ESPN3.com Poland 1:1 Greece Russia v Czech Republic http://www.uefa.com/uefaeuro/index.html Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, what a great way to spend a morning and afternoon! I went ahead and sent in a resume to Cox Machine http://www.coxmachine.com/index.html. They’re one of those companies that hire directly from the WATC http://watc.edu/ graduate pool; after all, they train. Audie over to Momma’s FIFA World Cup Qualifying on ESPN television and ESPN3.com USA 4:1 Antigua & Barbuda http://www.mlssoccer.com/matchcenter/2012-06-08-usa-v-atg/stats Just think, all this soccer/football madness starts all over again tomorrow! Euro Cup 2012 http://www.uefa.com/uefaeuro/season=2012/tournament-calendar/index.html World Cup Qualifying http://www.fifa.com/worldcup/index.html PM Prayer: Êra: Êra, goddess of the healing arts; whose loving hands and sweet breath brings wholeness and health, PRAISE YOUR NAME AMONG NORTH-FOLK! We thank you for your gentle caress, your soft ministrations and your care. When stress, strains, aches and pains plague us, you come with your herbal medicines and compassion to ease our distress. Êra, goddess holy and wise, we honor you. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL Êra, as we honor the Êra that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! (Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) Plans: ??? AM Prayer: Donarstac/Thursday, we pray to Donar, lighting a red candle: Donar, Son of Wodan and Erda, husband to Sibba, wielder of Malant and Great God of thunder, thunder forth in our lives. When we would hold back, let us advance. When we would be weak, help us be strong. When we would shun life’s pleasures, sharpen our appetites for that which is lusty and good. Help us grow from strength; teach us, elder brother, how to throw our own Hammer, and slay the giants who oppose our will. WE GIVE YOU A MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, DONAR, as we honor the Donar that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Kenaz (R): Ulcer, a dimly burning torch, choosing to remain in the dark, a lack of Divine wisdom, lack of creativity, a self-imposed cocoon, the inability to shape the basics of life, pig ignorance, arrogance, uniformed, ambiguous thought processes, dark influences, cruel sexuality, uncontrollable human craft processes. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Rit: Holding, right, order, the judge, advice, salvation, money, original law, that which flows away, religious feeling, ritual action/primal laws, orderliness in the world, the ritual, primal law, things that are done correctly, spiritual feeling, ritual action, journey, Divine law, All justice, Rune of the cosmic rhythm of the worlds. Rune of movement, rotation, wheels. Outcome: So, I may be in the dark, but I’m on the right track. Before the crack of fucking dawn I started working on the document that I hope will be sufficient for the dissolution of my common law marriage with Audie. During the making of breakfast my niece called imploring my to keep my appointment with my attorney so she could look at my document. I agreed. Called my prospective attorney. Her Legal Assistant didn’t know if she’d review my document. She was going to get with her and return my call. Obligatory job search Finished my first draft of the Dissolution document; subject to approval. COX Communications informed me today that I DO NOT have an answering service with my level of telephone and wanted to charge me an extra $7 mo to have it; easily rectified, I got my own. At that rate, my new answering machine will pay for itself in three months. LOTS of online time My prospective attorney doesn’t want to review my document. Why the fuck am I so lazy today? No energy at all… Power napped…sorely needed Grocery excursion: TP’s Smoke shop http://www.yelp.com/biz/tee-pee-smoke-shop-wichita-2 Aldi http://aldi.us/index_ENU_HTML.htm Dillons http://www.dillons.com/Pages/default.aspx Dillons Rx http://www.dillons.com/pharmacy/Pages/order_prescriptions.aspx PM Prayer: Heimo: HEAR ME HEIMO, Gellanhorn’s god, son of nine mothers and whitest of all gods. You’re the genetic link between the gods and humankind. From your home in Himilberg, your keen eyes and sharp ears guard Ensigart, the world of the gods. As you stand so alert for the approach of giants, remind us that we must also watch for our own encroaching evil. Let weakness, cowardice, lies and dishonor be barred from Ensiwëg, the Rainbow Bridge, leading to our heart’s abode. Be a model for vigilance, that we may rise to the best that is in us, and someday join the Noble Gods in their shining homes. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, HEIMO, as we honor the Heimo that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! (Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) Plans: pull it together AM Prayer: Wodanstac/Wednesday, we pray to Wodan, lighting a blue candle: All-Father God! Rune god! Wolf God! Raven god! WODAN!! Son to Paru and Bezzia, brother to Willo and Wîh; We call out to you, not as slaves or on bended knee, but on our feet and opened-armed as befits your offspring. Watch us as we struggle, but the fight and fame must both be ours! Grant us that victory which we win by OUR might and mane! After a life battle-worn, Wodan, grant us access to our Ancestral Halls, where we may feast, drink and be merry with our heroes and our Altmâgâ until the time comes to live or fight once more. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, WODAN, as we honor the Wodan that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Teiwaz (U): The God Ziu, one handed god of war and honor, justice, valor, uncompromising in judgments, victory in conflict, the spiritual warrior, self-sacrifice, motivated by a sense of justice, law and order, bravery, honesty, evenhandedness, warfare as a part of evolution, mental and emotional order. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Sig: Victory, success, gain, successful fight, achieved goal, school, and salvation by light, inspiration, soul, and power of the sun, inspiration, soul, life force, wholeness, reliable success, healing, good luck, spiritual completion, and the path of the soul, Rune of the spiritual ray, of inspiration, wisdom, and illumination. Outcome: Where emotions were out of control yesterday (Laguz (R)), today, not only are they in tact (Teiwaz), but so is my honor (Teiwaz) coupled with victory (Sig)! Now I KNOW I'm right in this fight! Break of dawn .7 mile walk for Toby; 2 miles for me. It was a nice and cool morning; that should give way to 80+F/27C The COX guy was here on time and worked several hours getting me all hooked up with phone and HD/TV. I took a downgrade on the phone to keep my television. Audie to Doc appt only to be told to come back at 3:45...ARGH! 1st call into an attorney Retuned call…all is set up Audie back to doc Audie came out of the doc’s office showing a different side of her. I found out that the HD box provided by COX blocks channels on one TV, compared to that which I can still get all the channels on the other TV. I pulled off the HD box, set everything back to like it was and WALLAH I have my channels back. I made a trip to the COX store intent on returning the box and saving a bit more money. Such was not to be the case. COX said if I return the box my bill goes up. WTF? It’s all about the “DEAL”. SO, to keep my bill from going up, I’ll keep the damned box, I just won’t use it. I’m going to give her a chance; as this situation was started without any legal recognition, I want to finalize this between us without any legal representation. I’m going to try to work with Audie to determine an amicable split on paper with personal property stated, an agreed date for her to vacate and signed by a Notary Public. I’ve often been told this makes an enforceable document by law. This is tomorrow’s project. I’ve told her, if this doesn’t work, then I WILL get an attorney. Brother came over just for a bit, claming wanting to see my HD box…yeah sure… REALLY pooped… PM Prayer: Eger und Râhana: Eger und Râhana, mysterious keepers of the deep hall at ocean’s bottom, host to the drowned and the sea lost. Your dwelling might be thought sad and gloomy, but you are known to be kind and hospitable ale givers. In your goodness then, cheer us when waves of misfortune pound our life’s fragile boats to the bottom. For even at the bottom, there is warmth, cheer and hope. Be our assurance and our inspiration to strive on despite the swells and swirls of fate. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, EGER UND RÂHANA, as we honor the Eger und Râhana that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! (Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) NOTE: I had a seriously erotic dream last night…AND responded appropriately…amazing! Plans: ?? AM Prayer: Ziustac/Tuesday, we pray to Ziu, lighting a purple candle (for honor): Ziu, husband to Zisa, Great God of bravery, one-handed god, you chained the Fenris Wolf that threatened the worlds. We can’t do that, but we can do other things, some ordinary, others heroic. Remind us of your bravery and your sacrifice. Give us the courage and strength we need to fetter our own Fenris. Keep us mindful of our duties, and help us keep our fears bound as tightly as you bound old Slaver Mouth. Thus doing, may we share in your glory by imitating you. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, ZIU, as we honor the Ziu that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Laguz (R): A dried-up body of Water, difficulties with relating to the feminine, manipulation, lack of moral fiber, emotions out of control or suppressed, shallow minded, fear, deception, unsympathetic, totally void of growth, failing to go with the flow, frivolity, immaturity, disconnect with the Inner Self. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Tyr: Mysteries, rebirth of the Sun god, creation, excitation, power, success, wisdom, duties fulfilled, art of concealment and hiding, rebirth into the light - life of the soul, the power to make situations turn completely around, wisdom, spiritual understanding, the power of generation, warrior strength, justice, balance, personal sacrifice, resurrection/reincarnation/born again. Outcome: The physical man may be experiencing some emotional difficulties but my spiritual man is in warrior mode! Shit continues… On a new, ongoing mission to purge all Nazis/White Power/National Socialists from my Facebook page and made a Facebook statement concerning it. It’s amazing how much support there is for this. Toby on his .5 arduous walk. Audie called the cops out here. After a two-day argument I told her to get out. She refused and I started putting her shit on the porch. I haven’t laid a hand on her. The cops came out. We'll see what happens. Yes, I big, loud and intimidating. Can’t help that. After the cops left and things settled down, Audie and I are working on an amicable separation leading to a Common Law Divorce. At least the pressure is off. Emotional (Laguz), yes. Ready for battle (Tyr), yes! My honor is still in tact. A once-in-a-lifetime event; watching Venus pass in front of the Sun online http://events.slooh.com/ http://www.wired.com/beyond_the_beyond/2012/06/showtime-venus-solar-transit-2012-proba-2/ Errands: *Wal-Mart http://www.walmart.com/cp/5440?povid=cat1070145-env172199-module051812-lLinkGNAV_HOUSEHOLD_PETS_DEPT *Dillons http://www.dillons.com/Pages/default.aspx *Dillons petrol http://www.dillons.com/in_store/fuel/Pages/C1.aspx *Wal-Mart http://www.walmart.com/ip/Uniden-1260-Slimline-Corded-Phone-with-Caller-ID-White/16419675 prep for tomorrow’s appt to switch over to a COX phone system LOTS of Round 4 US Open Cup action today: http://www.mlssoccer.com/news/article/2012/06/05/kick-us-open-cup-rolls-underdogs-eye-mls-upsets Carolina RailHawks (NASL) 1:2 Chivas USA (MLS) Harrisburg City Islanders (USL PRO) 3:1 New York Red Bulls (MLS) D.C. United (MLS) 1:2 Philadelphia Union (MLS) Michigan Bucks (PDL) 1:2 Dayton Dutch Lions (USL PRO) Sporting Kansas (MLS) 2:0 City Colorado Rapids (MLS)(YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!) San Antonio Scorpions (NASL) 1:2 Charlotte Eagles (USL PRO) Seattle Sounders FC (MLS) 5:0 Cal FC (USASA) San Jose Earthquakes (MLS) 1:0 Minnesota Stars FC (NASL) http://www.mlssoccer.com/us-open-cup US Open Cup brackets http://thecup.us/2012-us-open-cup-bracket/ PM Prayer: Nirdu: Nirdu, brother to Nirda, parents of the Wanâ; Ing-Fro and the Frouwa, beloved god of harbors and seas close to land; help us to remember the cargoes of wealth that float to our doors daily from the wonderful universe in which we live. Though our misfortunes may rise and fall like the tides, the chance of prosperity, like the eternal sea brimming with fish, is still there. Like the salt-sea spray, awaken us to the possibilities that surround us, so that our nets may be cast wide and return full of life’s gifts. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, NIRDU, as we honor the Nirdu that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! (Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) Plans: lots of stuff, actually… AM Prayer: Manostac/Monday, we pray to Mano, male aspect and god of the moon, lighting a white candle (symbolic of the moon): Greetings to you, Mano, glorious male aspect of the moon; silver messenger on high. You’re the measurer and teller of time. As you fly silently on your way reflect into our souls the glory of the High Ones that we might aspire to the realms of the gods. Bathe our world in soft brightness, and whisper to our souls of joyous realms beyond our knowing. Mano let us see the goodness within us and without us, all the nights and days of our lives. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, MANO, as we honor the Mano that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: two Runes: Ehwaz (U): Horse, the special, controlled relationship between a rider and a horse, taking control of a situation, adaptability, following one’s instincts, teamwork, trust, loyalty, partnership, cooperation in relationships and with higher-powers, instinct, intuition, working in tandem with another, toward a single goal. And Inguz (Irreversible): Ing-Fro, the god of Ar: prosperity, abundance, sexuality and fridu, gestation, the womb and the tomb, fertility, fruitfulness, peace and plenty, nature wisdom, sacrifice for the positive, completion of one stage and progressing to the next, internal growth, wait, enhancing male energy. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Sig: Victory, success, gain, successful fight, achieved goal, school, and salvation by light, inspiration, soul, and power of the sun, inspiration, soul, life force, wholeness, reliable success, healing, good luck, spiritual completion, and the path of the soul, Rune of the spiritual ray, of inspiration, wisdom, and illumination. Outcome: Woooooooooooooooow… Audie to CSL http://www.cslplasma.com/s1/cs/enps/1167772006725/content/1169674721916/content.htm ; trying it again Once home, I put Toby in the backyard and headed out for my 2-mile walk. Toby was NOT happy and he voiced his displeasure. When I got back from my walk Toby was anxiously waiting his turn. He was ready to go and full of energy! He handled his .5 mile walk very well. Obligatory job search Audie to the parents’ house Trip to the American Red Cross to get an application for assistance. One of these days she’s going to have to realize we just don’t get along that well. Trust issues abound! Once again bullshit flies around here and I’M being made out to be the heavy. I can’t help what others do. All I can ever do is keep my own life under control (Ehwaz), fruitful (Inguz) and whole (Sig). PM Prayer: Ostara: Ostara, trustworthy goddess; keeper of the golden apples of youth and eternal life, keep us young inside. When we are starving for laughter, hungry for the lightness that comes with having few years on our shoulders, slip us one of those gleaming fruits that we may see the world through youthful eyes. Let springtime be in our steps, love in our hearts and a song on our lips. Change us to the core! Fill us with optimism and dreams for the future. WE GIVE YOU MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, OSTARA, as we honor the Ostara that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! (Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) Plans: RN meeting AM Prayer: Sunnastac/Sunday, we pray to Sunna, goddess of the Sun, lighting a yellow candle (symbolic of the Sun): Greetings to you Sunna, in all your feminine, fertile glory, Lamp of Wodan, newly risen! Hail to you who has shown on all our ancestors, who shines on us, and who will yet shine on our decedents yet unborn. Share with us some of your light, your energy, your power, so that we might better fight our battles and attain our goals. WE GIVE YOU A MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL SUNNA, as we honor the Sunna that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Hagalaz (irreversible): The cosmic seed of potential, a sacred enclosure/shell, shaping, evolution, protection within, holiness, destruction/regeneration, evolution, destructive elements, unavoidable unpleasantness, seek shelter and ride it out, potentially destructive but change will occur on its own given time. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Is: Rest, Ego, das Ich, Positivity, activity, will, self-domination, influence, personal power, magical power, power to banish evil, unity in the universe, duration, action in the cosmos, activity, will, self-domination, influence, personal power, self-discipline, unity in the universe, duration, magical powers, action in the cosmos, elimination of that which is unnecessary. Outcome: Change is coming…concentrate on the Self…got it! Toby for his .5 arduous walk. I THOUGHT about doing my weight-bearing workout but just didn’t have it in me. Yeah, I know I owe it to myself from last Thursday. Walking has been good for me. I’m down to 257 lbs. Walked my 2-miles instead. Cloudy and humid today…yuck! McDs for lunch WOW! Donar is REALLY vocalizing! I think I can safely declare the dog/cat aggression to be nullified! We had an EXCELLENT open meeting with Rheinwood Nordliut. The food was beyond comparison, but of course, outdoor grilled pork chops always are! We had a return visitor who became our newest probationer! I sensed his hesitation so I went on to describe the expectations of our probation period. He said, “Well, since you put it that way, I’ll commit.” NEEDLESS TO SAY I WAS SLIGHTLY ÜBER EXCITED!! On the way out to Mt. Hope I encountered a large box turtle trapped in the middle of the highway. I went by, seeing its head sticking straight up, knowing it was still alive, I HAD to do something. I was compelled to help the poor creature. The next turn-around, I went back to help it get across. At first I simply slid it along on its belly-shell. After it made it to the side of the highway I picked it up and placed it deep inside a ditch area. There was such a feeling of elation come over me afterwards. My sister came over to get the food that either I refuse to give Toby or that Toby just won’t eat. She has a small herd of dogs that need to be fed and doesn’t make a lot of money. The food was given by the old couple who were Toby’s caretakers. I just refuse to feed him “Old Yeller” and he turned up his nose at “Purina” dry and “Gravy Train” wet. My mixed breed doggie is a “Pedigree” eatin’ doggie! PM Prayer: Wuldar: Wuldar, glory-god, hunting-god, ski-god, dueling-god; Son of Sibba, step-son of Donar, you glide through the snow-clad forests bringing death to game and life to your people. Remind us that life feeds on life, and that the beauty of the prey is formed generation after generation by the culling ferocity of the predator. Let your Yew-bow be the great World-Yew under another guise. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, WULDAR, as we honor the Wuldar that resides in all of us! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! (Brachmond = Fallow month)(ERE = Eternal Roman Empire; rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE) Plans: well, shit…I roped myself into helping my sister move…damnit! AM Prayer: Saturn’s Day/Day of Fertility/Tag der Fruchtbarkeit/Saturday, we pray to Ing-Frô, and to Sibba, lighting green candles (for fertility): Ing-Frô, you’re the Great God of “Ar”, the good harvest and prosperity: you are indeed the lusty enlarger of life. When the day to day wears us down remind us of pleasures and joys. Help us recall the wonderful excesses that brought our lives into being and which sustain the human spirit during good times and bad. Without you, there would be no life and certainly little delight. Thank you, Ing-Frô, for the rushing life spirit and the eternal play of passions that make our lives fruitful. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, ING-FRÔ, as we honor the Ing-Frô that resides in us all! Sibba, Great Goddess of Fertility and Family, wife of Donar, let us see you in all the growing things that sustain our lives. Help us look beyond the packaging and promotion, to the richness of the Earth from which all bounty comes. When ordinary eyes see only corn, let us see your golden hair hid in its silk. When others see only bread, let us see the grain, beyond that, your smile and laughter. Feed our might and main, Holy Sibba, that we may do our work in the world. WE GIVE YOU MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, SIBBA, as we honor the Sibba that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Sowulo (Irreversible): The Sun, Sunna, a lightning bolt, victory, success, life force, confidence, optimism, the clear light of day, can be a destructive lightening flash (clearing), the will to victory, appearance of a guiding principle, guidance in journeying, spiritual guidance, success and leadership. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Tyr: Mysteries, rebirth of the Sun god, creation, excitation, power, success, wisdom, duties fulfilled, art of concealment and hiding, rebirth into the light - life of the soul, the power to make situations turn completely around, wisdom, spiritual understanding, the power of generation, warrior strength, justice, balance, personal sacrifice, resurrection/reincarnation/born again. Outcome: Well, hel, I certainly don’t feel that way this morning. It’s so hard to get excited about something I HATE doing. I hate moving myself and hate moving others even more. ARGH! Mid-afternoon and the deed is done. Again, I sure didn’t feel like a leader in this one. My sister did move into a better house and a house within the City. I just hope she can take care of it better than she didn’t take care of the last one. It was pretty bad. McDs for fruit smoothies http://www.mcdonalds.com/us/en/promotions/mccafesummer.html To Dillons http://www.dillons.com/Pages/default.aspx for some essentials. Audie over to Momma’s I had what I consider THE MOST AMAZING conversation with Thea. Toby for his .7 mile walk. Major League Soccer (MLS) http://www.mlssoccer.com/# (league slow-down for International games) New England Revolution 2:0 Chicago Fire Ragged tired… PM Prayer: Scata: Scata, Winter goddess, fleet on your skis and let me be the game you bag with you bow. Stun me with your grace and beauty, tuck me in the skin-sack at your side, and then take me to your home where wolves howl. There, show me the crisp freedom of winter and wilderness. Just as you were ready, willing and able to obtain your revenge on the Aesir for the killing of your father, Thiazi, grant us the same ferocity in our lives. Direct us to be strong, able and worthy of you. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, SCATA, as we honor the Scata that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! NOTE: After the storm of a couple days ago, Audie had a MAJOR emotional/mental breakdown because of something that happened earlier that day. I don’t even DARE go into details out of respect for her. She’s obviously still reeling from it today. Plans: who-the-fuck-knows? AM Prayer: Frijastac/Friday, we pray to Frija, and Frouwa, lighting gold candles (for Frija’s spinning threads of gold, Frouwa’s golden tears): Frija, Great All-Mother; caregiver of Family, Hearth and Home, teach us to be patient but not passive; wise but not haughty in our wisdom; far seeing yet not blind to that which is before us. May we nurture life, increase life, and live our own lives more fully. Through you we give honor to our human mothers. Through you we see all the beauty that surrounds us as well. WE GIVE YOU A MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, FRIJA, as we honor the Frija that resides in us all! Frouwa, most lovely of all goddesses, who could not love you: Women as their own inner glory and highest attainment as the self-made woman, men for your beauty, passion and strength. Praise to you for the gift of life, and for the love that makes life worth living. Remind us always that it is the strong who love the best and the most, and that only the mighty can truly be gentle. Fill our lives with passion and lust that we may live our lives to the fullest. WE GIVE YOU MOST A HEART-FELT HAIL, FROUWA, as we honor the Frouwa that resides in us all! Elder Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Elder Runes in your way Advise the physical man the day AM Elder Rune: Jera (irreversible): Harvest, 12th Rune of the Futhark, the number 12, cycles, a turning point, cause and effect, the Rune of return, two halves of a cyclic whole, harmony-in-movement-in-balance, improvement, expansion, growth, progress, patience, the result of a previous action, reward for the right (or wrong) action. Armanen Rune Summons Born of fire, born of ice Life is lived at such a price Armanen Runes in your way Advise the Spirit man today AM Armanen Rune: Man: Male mysteries, human/humanity, increase, masculinity, health, plenty, magic, spirit, truth, God-Man, male principle in cosmos, birth, health, increase, maleness and man, divine man, male principle in cosmos, magic power, thaumaturgy, true self, the resurrected god, the upper part of the world tree, Irminsul, Rune of spiritual powers, of directing Manna powers. Outcome: The physical and spiritual parts of me are DEFINITELY in harmony with increasing maleness coupled with increasing virility. Audie is definitely in a bad way. Off to visit with my TAA rep at the Workforce Center http://www.workforce-ks.com/. She quickly approved my interest in being retrained as a CNC operator http://watc.edu/manufacturing/degree-certificate-programs/cnc-mill-machining-coc/ . Now it’s up to me to get enrolledat WATC http://watc.edu/. I came home and immediately started the process online of enrolling at WATC. I plan on visiting the campus later this afternoon. I had a nice LONG conversation with COX communications. For the price of canceling my television, I am going to be able to keep my service, add HD, cancel Vonage and go with their telephone. I am conceding a bit on the phone, but having a home phone is just as important as anything when trying to manage budget. The talk with the rep at WATC went swimmingly well! Subject to TAA approval, I can be in a class by July 2; I’m counting on it! Okay, Jera and Man are screaming at me! Yep, got it… Brother called again and needed help with his resume because he accidentally deleted it…again. I went back … again, to show him how to copy/paste his resume from KANSASWORKS.com. I also showed him how to recover his document by using edit/undo. He’ll get it right; I know he will! Toby for his .7 mile walk; it’s a cool evening so he had abundant energy. He was almost perfect with his voice commands at intersections. I’m training him not to cross an intersection unless he’s with me. He responds very well to wait…wait…ready…go. Once again I have to say, I’m really proud of him! With such a lovely, cool and overcast condition, I couldn’t resist my 2 mile walk. A bit of work on the Rheinwood Nordliut website: “Seasonal Celebrations” page. Okay, tired enough… PM Prayer: Paltar: Blameless Paltar, gloriously shining god, beloved son of Wodan and Frija: Let your goodness and your reconciliation smooth our paths on Earth. When our days here are over, light up death’s darkness with the promise of rebirth. Help is to avoid evil, and seek the good. Inspired by you, we will keep our reputations spotless that our lives be proclaimed a victory of the Spirit, and our leaving this life a tragedy. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HAIL, PALTAR, as we honor the Paltar that resides in us all! PM Clarification Rune: none Comments: cared for animals Alaf Sal Fena! |
AuthorVaygar-Ingvald Elmersson, Harugari @ Rheinwood Nordliut Archives
June 2014
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