Plans: nephew’s b-day party
NOTE: (sniff-sniff) What is that? The smell of rain is in the air? It has been some time since I have smelled that. I went out a second time…yep, the smell of rain IS in the air but there is not a cloud in the sky: peculiar. I even checked to make sure someone wasn’t watering their yard or we didn’t have some water coming from somewhere. Nope, it’s in the air not the ground.
AM Prayer: Saturday, normally attributed to the fertility goddess, Saeter, we pray to Sibba/Sif, lighting a green candle (for fertility):
Sibba/Sif let us see you in all the growing things that sustain our lives. Help us look beyond the packaging and promotion, to the richness of the Earth from which all bounty comes. When ordinary eyes see only corn, let us see your golden hair hid in its silk. When others see only bread, let us see the grain, beyond that, your smile and laughter. Feed our might and main, Holy Sibba/Sif, that we may do our work in the world. HAIL SIBBA/SIF!!
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Holy Runes send my way
Advice on how to spend the day
Outcome: Half the yard mowed and trimmed
Quincy’s for lunch, my treat…
Well, Audie dropped a bomb over lunch. She let me know she removed me as a contact with Prairieview. Her reasoning is a “feeling” that I was going to have her committed; which would be impossible for me as we are not married. So her only contact for Prairieview is her sister, who is half way across the United States and has no real idea as to what is going on here, or only knows what Audie wants to tell her. So the only truth Prarieview or anyone else will ever get is some convoluted truth that Audie wants to communicate. After all I’ve done in getting her the care she needs, this is how she treats me. This is just totally fucked up and I let her know my displeasure. All this does is confirm what I have told her: in this year of our living together we have not grown together; instead we practically have two separate lives. All this does is confirm what I told her. JsMrFnChst, I AM SO ABSOLUTELY FUCKING FURIOUS!
Audie took off somewhere when I was getting ready for the birthday party; I have no idea where she goes or what she does when she does this.
Fun time at the birthday party for my great-nephew, Daltyn.
No sign or news from Audie
She came back…early evening…drunk…I am so through with this!
MLS Matches http://www.mlssoccer.com/
Philly 1:1 Colorado
NY 0:1 LA
DC 1:3 Dallas
New England 1:0 Houston
Salt lake 2:0 Columbus
San Jose 1:0 KC
Chivas 0:0 Seattle
PM Prayer: Paltar/Baldr
Blameless Paltar/Baldr, shining god, let your goodness and your reconciliation smooth our paths on Earth. When our days here are over, light up death’s darkness with the promise of rebirth. Help is to avoid evil, and seek the good. Inspired by you, we will keep our reputations spotless that our lives be proclaimed a victory of the Spirit, and out leaving this life a tragedy. PALTAR/BALDR HAIL!
PM Rune: none
Comments: cared for animals, Meeka inside
Alaf Sal Fena!