Plans: doc visit, study, credit counseling required by the United Way in order to get their assistance.
A.M. Prayer: Thursday, we pray to Donar/Thor, and lighting a red candle:
Donar/Thor, thunder forth in our lives. When we would hold back, let us advance. When we would be weak, help us be strong. When we would shun life’s pleasures, sharpen our appetites for that which is lusty and good. Help us grow from strength, and teach us, elder brother, how to throw our own Hammer, and slay the giants who appose our will. HAIL DONAR/THOR!!
Born of Fire, born of ice,
Life is lived at such a price.
Holy Runes send my way
Advice on how to spend the day
Outcome: This bodes well for my doctor’s visit today
My doc visit went pretty well. Some of my lab results were a bit high but have at least stabilized. The hope is with my new workout schedule and awareness of the situation they will come down by next visit. What ISN’T stable is my weight; it keeps going up. It wasn’t that long ago I was comfortable at 240; now I’m 270: SHIT! I spent some time online downloading information from the VA website about managing weight.
Audie continues in a funk
She decided she had to go hock her ring again. She gets a bit of money and off she goes to the bar. When I dropped her off at Merle’s she said she intended to get drunk.
Studied some online stuff for class
While studying I saw Audie come up the driveway. Evidently she didn’t get as drunk as she said she was going to get. I think she only grabbed lunch, but then she took it upon herself to walk home: yes, walk home SHIT! I refuse to let her instability destabilize my life.
My appointment at the Consumer Credit Counseling Service went pretty well, too. It seems I am doing very well with the little bit of money I have coming in. Finances are as stable as they can be.
Came home and Audie is crashed out on the sofa
Once again I tried to get Audie to talk to me and she refused.
I gotta keep up the study effort…
P.M. Prayer: Era/Eir:
Era/Eir, whose loving hands and sweet breath brings healing and health, PRAISE YOUR NAME AMONGST NORTH-FOLK! We thank you for your gentle caress, your soft ministrations and your care. When stress, strains, aches and pains plague is, you come with your lithe figure and flowing hair to ease our distress. Eir, goddess holy and wise, we honor you. HAIL ERA/EIR!!
P.M. Rune: none
Comments: cared for menagerie, Meeka inside
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