Plans: indoor activities!
A.M. Prayer: Saturday, normally attributed to the fertility goddess, Saeter, we pray to Sibba/Sif, lighting a green candle (for fertility):
Sibba/Sif let us see you in all the growing things that sustain our lives. Help us look beyond the packaging and promotion, to the richness of the Earth from which all bounty comes. When ordinary eyes see only corn, let me see your golden hair hid in its silk. When others see only bread, let me see the grain, beyond that, your smile and laughter. Feed our might and main, Holy Sibba/Sif, that we may do our work in the world. HAIL SIBBA/SIF!!
Rune Summons:
Born of Fire, born of ice,
Life is lived at such a price.
Holy Runes send my way
Advice on how to spend the day
A.M. Rune: Two Runes:
And
Outcome: So I have no protection from the feminine concerning a lack of growth or emotions: It’ll be okay!
Audie woke up so tightly wound: not necessarily in a bad way but in such a way I just had to laugh!
This can’t have anything to do with a problem surrounding a lack of respect fore the feminine because I respect the feminine (in both the spiritual and mundane) more than any man I know).
In some form or fashion I have mentioned this “lack of growth” thing several times to Audie. It’s important to me not to remain stagnant. Oh, it happens on occasion but to stay there will invite trouble. The fluid motion of life must remain that way. Sometimes that’s hard to do; especially when we as a couple haven’t been fully accepted by either side of the families. There are those who think we are doing the wrong thing. There are those who are waiting for longevity before acceptance. Whatever the case we drive on as best we can; even if that means at times we fall into a rut. Audie has no problem being a homebody: after all that is pretty much how she spent her 10 yrs in St Louis. I, on the other hand, am a bit more of a social kind of person, and if I’m not social I have a tendency to be curious: I have let that part of me go by the wayside. I need to find that part of me again that allows for growth and movement in my life.
Homebodies…
OMGs! Audie made the BEST fried chicken! It was one of those meals I could have eaten until I was sick; well that, and gain another 10 lbs…ROFLMFnAO! Hey, I can blame her cooking at least in part for my weight gain; that AND inactivity…perhaps I’m more ready for the winter months this way…hibernating…
P.M. Prayer: Wuldar/Ullr:
Wuldar/Ullr, god of ski and bow, you glide through the snow-clad forests bringing death to game and life to your people. Remind us that life feeds on life, and that the beauty of the prey is formed generation after generation by the culling ferocity of the predator. Let your Yew-bow be the great World-Yew under another guise, so that through the spirit of the hunter, we may climb its branched to ever higher levels of awareness. HAIL WULDAR/ULLR!!
P.M. Rune: none
Comments: cared for animals, Meeka inside
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