(Lenzing/Lenzomanod = Lent Month)(E.R.E. = Eternal Roman Empire [rather than BC, AD, BCE or CE])
Plans: anatomy and physiology labs, hunt for Audie
A.M. Prayer: Tuesday, we pray to Ziu/Tyr and lighting a purple candle (for honor):
Ziu/Tyr, you chained the Fenris Wolf that threatened the worlds. We can’t do that, but we can do other things, some ordinary, others heroic. Remind us of your bravery and your sacrifice. Give us the courage and strength we need to fetter out own Fenris. Keep us mindful of our duties, and help us keep our fears bound as tightly as you bound old Slaver Mouth. Thus doing, we may we share in your glory by imitating you. ZIU/TYR HAIL!!
Born of Fire, born of ice,
Life is lived at such a price.
Holy Runes send my way
Advice on how to spend the day
Outcome: Well yeah; I am hoping with a bit of extra effort I can bring things back under a bit of control.
Tweaked the RHK website before the crack-o-dawn: http://rheinwood.weebly.com
I FOUND HER AND HAVE TALKED TO HER! I will hopefully be able to take her a couple of things later on today.
4 loads of laundry
I made it out to where Audie is. She seems a bit angry, hurt, edgy, whatever… She’s pretty bruised up from the falls she took over the weekend. When I first got there they were getting ready to x-ray her foot: very swollen. We had a brief visit and I got some idea of what I can get for her, so I plan on taking some comfy clothes to her tonight after class; maybe that will help improve her mood.
Audie’s doctor called and he conducted an interview. He wants to see the videos that I have on my cell phone.
I left anatomy lab early and made arrangements to take tomorrow’s anatomy test on Monday.
The visit with Audie in the hospital was tenuous at best. My hope was to cheer her up a little by taking in some comfy clothes and extra reading material, not to mention hoping she’d be glad to see me. It simply was not a good time of connecting. I was hoping for something like and smile, a hug, something that said she was okay; but no. All I got were bad vibes. Maybe I am the bad guy, but I can’t help the fact that I refuse to live a certain way. This “certain way” may be acceptable to Audie but it won’t fly with me. I need more certainty than that. Life is too short to struggle with pointlessness!
Audie seems to think she’ll be out in 2-5 days. If I can be assured she’s better, or has a plan to be better, fine. If not, she needs to stay there until she is.
This whole situation is out of control; she may really think I have betrayed her.
Tried to work in some study…
P.M. Prayer: Scata/Skahdi:
Scata/Skahdi, fleet on your skis and let me be the game you bag with you bow. Stun me with your grace and beauty, tuck me in the skin-sack at your side, and then take me to your home where wolves howl. There, teach me to know the pleasure of the hunt, the joy of exertion, and the crisp freedom of winter and wilderness. Brand my soul with wind-burn, so that even in the tedium of daily life, I will feel your warm breath, warm on my check, telling me to be strong, able and worthy of you. SCATA/SKAHDI, HAIL!!
P.M. Rune: none
Comments: cared for menagerie, Meeka inside
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