Plans: nothing good
NOTE: 3:30AM thunderstorm; HAIL THOR…but I’d LIKE to go back to sleep: nothing doing…
AM Prayer: Friday, we pray to the glorious siblings, Walburga Frouwa/Freyja and Ing Fro/Freyr, and lighting a gold candle (for Freyja’s tears and Freyr’s golden boar, Gullinbursti).
Walburga Frouwa/Freyja, who could not love you? Women as their own inner glory and highest attainment as the self-made woman, men for your beauty, passion and strength. Praise to you for the gift of life, and for the love that makes life worth living. Remind us always that it is the strong who love the best and the most, and that only the mighty can truly be gentle. Fill our lives with passion and lust that we may live our lives to the fullest. HAIL WALBURGA FROUWA/FREYJA!!
Ing Fro/Freyr, you are the god of “Ar”, the good harvest and prosperity: you are indeed the lusty enlarger of life. When the day to day wears us down, remind us of pleasures and joys. Help us recall the wonderful excesses that brought our lives into being and which sustain the human spirit during good times and bad. Without you, there would be no life and certainly little delight. Thank you, Ing Fro/Freyr, for the rushing life spirit and the eternal play of passions that make our lives fruitful. ING FRO/FREYR, HAIL!!
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Holy Runes send my way
Advice on how to spend the day
Outcome: Well, yeah…
The interview didn’t go EXACTLY as planned. I didn’t have the specific experience she was seeking; rather, she’s going to pass my resume onto someone else who she think might be a better fit. Supposedly I get another contact from them next week.
I waited as long as I could for my case worker to return my call; I’ve waited for two days to talk to her. That, coupled with the dilemma of time constraints, put everything back to late afternoon. I couldn’t wait any longer. It was necessary to attend to un-pleasantries. This has been coming for some time. I got off to a rocky start and couldn’t make up the difference. It all comes down to me. If someone has to play the blame-game then blame me. I’m failing in Positioning class. I cant just drop one class to favor the others. It’s a program. Every class depends on the other. If I fail a class I would be excused from the program. So, rather than place an “F” on my transcripts and give them the opportunity to excuse me I excused myself. I completely withdrew from the University. Like the aforementioned, I waited two days to talk to my case worker so I could get advice. She didn’t return my call. Today was the last to withdraw with a “W” on my transcripts instead of an “F”. It was THE MOST STRESSFUL thing I have done in…I don’t know how long. My major concern is the reaction that might come from the Work Force Alliance as they were paying for it. My justification is their failure to return my phone call in a timely matter and I HAD to take some kind of action to protect myself.
Now I feel like shit and don’t know exactly what to do with it. It’s kind of like “damned if I do and damned if I don’t” in this no win situation.
Audie’s been on the edge of a seizure most all afternoon: early to bed…
As the outdoor soccer/futball season winds down http://www.mlssoccer.com/ the indoor game gears up:
Missouri Comets 9:20 Baltimore Blast (WOW!)
Cincinnati Kings 6:5 Louisville Lightening
PM Prayer: Heimdall:
HEAR ME HEIMO/HEIMDALL, the genetic link between gods and humankind. Your keen eyes and sharp ears guard the world of the gods. As you stand so alert for the approach of giants, remind us that we must also watch for our own encroaching evil. Let weakness, cowardice, lies and dishonor be barred from the Rainbow Bridge leading to our heart’s abode. Be a model for vigilance, that we may rise to the best that is in us, and someday join the Noble Gods in their shining home. HAIL HEIMO/HEIMDALL!!
PM Rune: none
Comments: cared for animals, Meeka inside
Alaf Sal Fena!