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Plans: ???
NOTE: What? Nine hours of sleep? How the hel did that happen?
NOTE: Punxsutawney Phil’s Report:
http://abclocal.go.com/wpvi/story?section=news%2Flocal&id=8528357
Six more weeks of winter? Gods I sure hope so. We haven’t even had one yet.
NOTE: 37 days until the 2012-13 MLS http://www.mlssoccer.com/ Season starts!
Thunar/Thor, thunder forth in our lives. When we would hold back, let us advance. When we would be weak, help us be strong. When we would shun life’s pleasures, sharpen our appetites for that which is lusty and good. Help us grow from strength, and teach us, elder brother, how to throw our own Hammer, and slay the giants who appose our will. WE GIVE YOU HAIL, THUNAR/THOR, as we honor the Thunar that resides in us!
Elder Rune Summons
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the physical man the day
Armanen Rune Summons
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
eternity.
Outcome: As far as Teiwaz goes, I don’t mean to be sanctimonious, but this cant be in reference to me. I mean, I live every day as honorably as I can. I can imagine I may have missed something somewhere, but it’s not as if I ever INTEND to be dishonorable. Unless FUCK-BOY (that being the out-cast Kindred member ERIK FORD) will make an accusation like I think he’s going to make. There is anther Kindred member who thinks he might try something against him, too. I’m hoping, for ERIK FORD’S sake, that he doesn’t. For Ur, my impression was the Armanen Runes are easing me into this and purposely being repetitive.
Paid bills…now the draw account is getting too low
Meeka’s not getting any better. I’m starting to think about quality of life issues.
Errands:
*Bank
*Walmart Neighborhood Market
*Dillons
I kind of halfway expected to come home to find Meeka somewhat better. Such was not the case. It seems now that she’s delirious with no real sense of direction. She’s constantly walking around and sticking her face into a wall or corner. She may stay there for a while and she is back to her wandering aimlessly. Too, she seems off-balance physically. When I took her north on Bonn towards the highway I cried the whole way. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. I may have lost this battle.
How many times have I cried today at the thought of having to put Meeka down?
Audie has certainly sacked out today.
I’ve decided to adjust Meeka’s meds slightly. She’s sleeping very well right now and I am not going to wake her. What I’m going to do is to take away one of her pain meds. My concern is that she may be too loopy because of the excessive pain meds. You should see her. She looks like she’s delirious, or demented, or something. I’m going to concentrate on her opiate pain med and forget the horse-pill of a tablet.
PM Prayer: Eger und Rahana/Aegir and Ran:
Eger und Rahana/Aegir and Ran, keeper of the deep hall at ocean’s bottom, host to the drowned and the sea lost. Your dwelling might be thought sad and gloomy, but you are known to be kind and hospitable ale givers. In your goodness then, cheer us when waves of misfortune pound our life’s fragile boats to the bottom. For even at the bottom, there is warmth, cheer and hope. Be our assurance and our inspiration to strive on despite the swells and swirls of fate. WE GIVE YOU HAIL, AEGIR and RAN/EGER UND RHANA, as we honor the Eger und Ran that resides in us!
PM Rune: none
Comments: cared for animals, Meeka inside
Alaf Sal Fena!