A.M. Prayer: Monday we pray to Mano/Manni, god of the moon, and lighting a white candle (symbolic of the moon):
Greetings to you Mano/Manni, silver messenger on high, as you fly silently on your way reflect into our souls the glory of the High Ones that we might aspire to the realms of the gods. Bathe our world in soft brightness, and whisper to our souls of joyous realms beyond our knowing. Mano/Manni let us see the goodness within us and without us, all the nights and days of our lives. MANO/MANNI, HAIL!!
Born of Fire, born of ice,
Life is lived at such a price.
Holy Runes send my way
Advice on how to spend the day
A.M. Rune: Two Runes:
Outcome: It’s good to know The All envelopes me, and things REALLY ARE out of control!
Very early this morning I had to once again call 911 for Audie. Her fall on the porch made the 6th time she has fallen, simply fallen, since Friday. None of you have any idea what I have experienced over the last several days and there is no good way to describe/explain it. Just know that Audie is in crisis. She was taken by ambulance to the hospital: in assessment for the psych-hospital.
It was a good morning at the Laid Off Workers Center.
I am not totally sure if I got any studying in prior to anatomy lecture class; everything is such a blur. At class I broke down while trying to explain things to the prof.
Only got a wee bit of studying in prior to the physiology test. Hopefully I did as equally well (generally speaking) as I did on the previous one.
I actually got a job offer; not a great one but it’s actually an offer: we’ll see.
I have tried to get info on Audie but to know avail. I know she’s not at the hospital where I took her into the emergency room and no one can verify where she is. Finally someone explained something well enough that I feel somewhat comforted. The possibility is that she still hasn’t come out of Audie’s world enough, wherever that world may be, to sign confidentiality papers. Whatever the case, whenever she comes down long enough to sign papers and I (hopefully) get to have my say to the doctors, they need to see the videos on my cell phone. It’s hard to DESCRIBE mental illness as compared to a physical illness. Therein lies my dilemma; Audie has some kind of mental illness. She has been to the regular emergency room twice…maybe three times. They always run some kind of brain scan, they do blood work and a urine test. I have tried to tell them there is nothing PHYSICALLY wrong with her. As a matter of fact she is the healthiest she has been for some time; it’s her mental capacity that has gone amok. The All protect within an uncontrolled situation.
P.M. Prayer: Paltar/Baldr
Blameless Paltar/Baldr, shining god, let your goodness and your reconciliation smooth our paths on Earth. When our days here are over, light up death’s darkness with the promise of rebirth. Help is to avoid evil, and seek the good. Inspired by you, we will keep our reputations spotless that our lives be proclaimed a victory of the Spirit, and out leaving this life a tragedy. PALTAR/BALDR HAIL!
P.M. Rune: none
Comments: cared for menagerie, Meeka inside
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